Forbidden feelings I tried to push away and hide from come to haunt me in this cold yet amazing rain. Something that is unexpected…unexplainable….feeling of missing you that can’t be described, that is beyond any understanding and any knowledge. I don’t know the reason. I’m confused. I’m lost. Only you can save me, you’re my angel, my dream, my all and everything.
Looking back to when it all started and to where things lead, I knew that I found my soul mate and my best friend. And looking at the situation at this moment, I feel that I’m kind of losing my only hope. And this feeling is really killing me. I don’t know what I have to do.
Sometimes I say things that selfishly I don’t want to say. But what I really want is to tell you how much you mean to me, how much I care, and in every time our eyes met, the words got lost. I want to hold you so tight but in every time I am near you I got paralyzed. I count in seconds the time you’ll come around when you’re far, I become jealous from everyone near you….and too many things in my mind that I can’t even say out loud.
Life can be full of sacrifices and chances. Happiness can be one step ahead from us when taking them. And sometimes the answer is just right in front of us all the way long. But the question remains the same: are we ready to sacrifice all what we have, to get what we think we want, when we will be facing the unknown destiny?…..