I always love this time of the year. It takes me back to the days when we used to go to hometown checking the home we are building and checking on my uncle who was living alone there at the time.
When I was watching the beautiful greenery from my home, flash backs kept coming through my mind: from a time when I chose this specific spot to come and sit and just watch the calm and beauty of nature. It always made me feel at ease and happy when the world turned me down, or some guy turned me down. And i always wished to have this spot for myself. It was just like a dream coming true when I actually knew that this spot belongs to the family and that our home is being built around it.
I also remembered our old way of communicating through distance, it was my favorite times, because for once i felt that i belonged, and for once i had something real.
And the best part was the driving back home part. Listening to music, enjoying the drive, imagining our gatherings here and there, with your friends and mine. All of this made me so dreamy but happy like a child finding his lost favorite toy.
I guess I was and still am so deeply involved in everything about you, and will always carry in my heart and mind a special place for you and our memories no matter how life turned to be for us. It takes just a simple look at your eyes, and everything bad that has happened between us washes away from my memory, leaving just one simple thought “may God protects you&keep you safe”. One simple look at your face, and I dream of u again, difficult sometimes to reach u, but in others, its just the way i want it to be.
I don’t know where life would lead us one day and I wish we can go back to the way we were, but for now, knowing that we are ok is just enough for me.